So I have crossed conditions. I can deal. But today I go for the Uncrossing Oil and it’s gone bad. Nothing else, just the Uncrossing Oil. That is so not a coincidence. I can still deal though. —My natron bath last night plus the Adjuration of Metatron & Preliminary Protective Rite from the Book of Abrasax ended my daylong panic attack and the feeling of ants crawling all over my body. I see a repeat tonight. In fact, I see frequent spiritual baths for the rest of my life.

So I have crossed conditions. I can deal.

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2 thoughts on “So I have crossed conditions. I can deal.

  1. Rose says:

    I had to deal with this once. It’s a PITA. But just wanted to point out, although you are probably already aware, that cleansing the home and resetting wards, etc, is a good idea as well.

    • Rachel Izabella says:

      Yes, Rose, it is a pain in the ass, all right. But I’ve got to get myself clean first, I was covered with what we Hellenic types call miasma, astral gunk. That means a spiritual bath every day. And then cleaning the floor, walls, and as much of the furniture as possible — I can’t do it all in just one day! Wards … my family are all good Catholics, I’m the black sheep, and obvious wards are problematic. Since I’m moving away I think physical wards or a talisman or two are necessary though, so I’m still thinking about how to go about it all subtle like.

      Much love, Rachel

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